met the wrong person

Friendship is hard
it will be the hardest
in you life
when you chose the wrong person

1st; she

im so into aizat amdan - jangan menangis lyrics
it's simple, yet meaningful
and im addicted with his soothing voice :'))

so today's small topic is all about this little munchkin, a friend of mine , fatene or tin or tinix or fatini fakid farid LOL

nothing to tell much about her actually

but she's one of the important person in my school life back then and i hope so it continues until we're in adults. 

she's completely has a different personality compared to me, her attitude , woah she's a total perempuan melayu terakhir. 100% she's perfectionist. i've never seen her tudung sekolah looks bad. and for add ons , that makes she is prettier than ever. Being in all girls hostel, you'll really know well about each of your batchmates there ,,and knowing fatini since we're freshies (form 1) makes me sticks to her until the last day we're in the same school.

a batch leader , she's known by every juniors as well as senior . with her charming smile for sure all the pupils are pleased with her. 

with her for estimately 4 years, i wouldn't regret this fate. she's there,maybe not always 

after prep,after dinner, prayers and also in the dining hall. All the struggles with her when we're facing big exam last year was truly a memorable one. gossips,she's standing with her own perception and hears everyones' opinion. i just couldn't search someone similar like fatini :)) 

the end , ihope if you're reading this ........ miss you weh :DDDD dan aku sayang kau sebab allah <3

late late night

hi assalamualaikum welcome back to my channel hahaha ok jjkjk
so it's 1.45 am and it's sunday and it's the LAST DAY OF STUDENTS' AND TEACHERS' HOLIDAYS.. what a sad statement
so as usual , pupils will go to school and learn and earn and adapt in the education system and there will be exams and topical tests and then....... ugh whoever like to attend school's classes im so proud of you!!

LETS FACE THE REALITY 

me, will going back to hostel life which is so so sos sosososo damn boring
i was like 'YA ALLAH AKU TAHU ADA HIKMAH KENAPA AKU DUDUK SINI LAGI'
every single day
me, always being me
late in the morning
and never take breakfast cause they're serving the same dishes since i was like form 1 in apw.. i dont know , but it kinda lame so i prefer onli to take biscuits in the morning.
somehow i was thinking
no it's actually OVERthink
how can the OTHER form spend the whole year being in the school yet also the hostel and SURVIVED :')
while me........ LOL
still trying to accept the truth that im waking up on the same bed in the dorm and will forever stuck in this  all girls school
this is what my life have done to me , i'm the creator of my steps in life in the name of allah

parents,
i'll do my best here , make you proud , and bring back gooooooood results

misssing

i miss them
actually

always miss how close we are
how foolish we are
how we talk and membawang together
even a simplest issue that really doesnt kena mengena with us
we will just talk about it and somehow we sleep late until theres someone will sleep first
waking up late in the morning
and being the last person who take bath in the morning , getting breakfast with baju tidur where everyone dah ready with their baju sekolah , masbuk in subuh prayers
all those good old days
i miss all of it

those kind of memories really give me something in my life to remember until now
im writing about it
and guess what
im not seeing them and we're miles apart
but still i keep thinking about all of the unforgettable memories and stuffs NOW.

hard to move on when someone gives u so much to remember

on this bless year 2018,
i moved out from the hostel and school
whoa not seeing you guys again , ifub
i can really bear with that, no worries
because we're are still connected via socmed and so on

BUT
it's different now
no more jokes at night , no more long chats and foolish arguments about something simple or memes
you guys were really just care about your own bussiness and being quiet all the time
or
somehow i think i need to understand more about u guys
u guys are busy with family and stacks of homeworks from teachers
 yes i cant relate to that.

everyone are changing day by day
and kinda moved on

so it's time for me , to move on
and start with new bunch of nice people
\bye , thanks for all of it .
i'll try to forget some of it, and throw it.

our last meet maybe
18/8/18