misssing

i miss them
actually

always miss how close we are
how foolish we are
how we talk and membawang together
even a simplest issue that really doesnt kena mengena with us
we will just talk about it and somehow we sleep late until theres someone will sleep first
waking up late in the morning
and being the last person who take bath in the morning , getting breakfast with baju tidur where everyone dah ready with their baju sekolah , masbuk in subuh prayers
all those good old days
i miss all of it

those kind of memories really give me something in my life to remember until now
im writing about it
and guess what
im not seeing them and we're miles apart
but still i keep thinking about all of the unforgettable memories and stuffs NOW.

hard to move on when someone gives u so much to remember

on this bless year 2018,
i moved out from the hostel and school
whoa not seeing you guys again , ifub
i can really bear with that, no worries
because we're are still connected via socmed and so on

BUT
it's different now
no more jokes at night , no more long chats and foolish arguments about something simple or memes
you guys were really just care about your own bussiness and being quiet all the time
or
somehow i think i need to understand more about u guys
u guys are busy with family and stacks of homeworks from teachers
 yes i cant relate to that.

everyone are changing day by day
and kinda moved on

so it's time for me , to move on
and start with new bunch of nice people
\bye , thanks for all of it .
i'll try to forget some of it, and throw it.

our last meet maybe
18/8/18